Thursday, May 21, 2009

Dark Variation

To fling my arms wide
In some place of the sun,
To whirl and to dance
Till the white day is done.
Then rest at cool evening
Beneath a tall tree
While night comes on gently,
Dark like me -
That is my dream

To fling my arms wide
In the face of the sun,
Dance! Whirl! Whirl!
Till the quick day is done.
Rest at pale evening...
A tall, slim tree...
Night coming tenderly
Black like me.

by Langston Hughes

Suicide

First, suicide notes should be
(not long) but written
second,
all suicide notes
should be signed
in blood
by hand
and to the point -
that point being, perhaps,
that there is none.
Thirdly, if it is the thought
of rest that
fascinates
laziness should be admitted
in the clearest terms.
Then, all things done
ask those outraged
consider their happiest
summer
& tell if the days it
adds up to
is one

Alice Walker

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

"Nothing is for Nothing" by Jill Scott

Possum Crossing

Backing out the driveway
the car lights cast an eerie glow
in the morning fog centering
on movement in the rain slick street
Hitting brakes I anticipate a squirrel or a cat or sometimes
a little raccoon
I once braked for a blind little mole who try though he did
could not escape the cat toying with his life
Mother-to-be possum occasionally lopes home . . . being
naturally . . . slow her condition makes her even more ginger
We need a sign POSSUM CROSSING to warn coffee-gurgling neighbors:
we share the streets with more than trucks and vans and
railroad crossings
All birds being the living kin of dinosaurs
think themselves invincible and pay no heed
to the rolling wheels while they dine
on an unlucky rabbit
I hit brakes for the flutter of the lights hoping it's not a deer
or a skunk or a groundhog
coffee splashes over the cup which I quickly put away from me
and into the empty passenger seat
I look . . .
relieved and exasperated ...
to discover I have just missed a big wet leaf
struggling . . . to lift itself into the wind
and live

by Nikki Giovanni

Balances



in life
one is always
balancing

like we juggle our mothers
against our fathers

or one teacher
against another
(only to balance our grade average)

3 grains of salt
to one ounce truth

our sweet black essence
or the funky honkies down the street

and lately i've begun wondering
if you're trying to tell me something

we used to talk all night
and do things alone together

and i've begun

(as a reaction to a feeling)
to balance
the pleasure of loneliness
against the pain
of loving you

by Nikki Giovanni

Mouthin Off

My job is to devulge the feelings of the time
Through my incondescent rhymes
And fiery metaphors
I open up
Young mind doors
To the quiet tongue fo there inner souls
I say what the normal man wouldn't
What most people couldn't
I'm the tongue of the mute
Ear of the death
Sight of the blind
I'm the young word genuis
Trapped in a poetic mind.

by Jay Horne

Shafro

Now that my afro's as big as Shaft's
I feel a little better about myself.
How it warms my bullet-head in Winter,
black halo, frizzy hat of hair.
Shaft knew what a crown his was,
an orb compared to the bush
on the woman sleeping next to him.
(There was always a woman
sleeping next to him. I keep thinking,
If I'd only talk to strangers. . .
grow a more perfect head of hair.)
His afro was a crown.
Bullet after barreling bullet,
fist-fights & car chases,
three movies & a brief TV series,
never one muffled strand,
never dampened by sweat--
I sweat in even the least heroic of situations.
I'm sure you won't believe this,
but if a policeman walks behind me, I tremble:
What would Shaft do? What would Shaft do?
Bits of my courage flake away like dandruff.
I'm sweating even as I tell you this,
I'm not cool,
I keep the real me tucked beneath a wig,
I'm a small American frog.
I grow beautiful as the theatre dims.

by Terrence Hayes



True Beauty Is...

Is my hair permed, relaxed, or texturized like the most of us?
No. But believe and trust
that I am still black from dawn to dusk.
Are my thighs thick? Or are they voluptuous?
No, but best believe brothas go crazy as they fall in lust.
Is my lower back round, full, firm?
No. But why should that be of anyone’s concern?

No I’m not thick in the thighs or big in the booty,
but I’d like to think that I’m worth more than that, truly.
I’m not just a piece a meat hoping for someone to notice me.
I’m a woman with a spirit so bright and so real
that even the angels above applaud me.
I lure my men with my character and moral attributes,
not with the flesh on my body and my sassy attitudes.

My faith and spirituality shines through
in all that I say and in all that I do.
Females look at me and think,
“Why would he want her?”
But Fellahs look at me and see
that I’m worth more than diamonds, gems, or pearls.

My beauty is unlike any other; it can’t be compared.
My gorgeousness is that of my own, so it can’t be shared.
And do you know what is most amazing, outrageous, astounding?
It is that this beauty springs from the inside me
and blesses all that is within my surrounding.

People look at me and see something new, different; something fresh.
And when I speak, they learn to understand that beauty isn’t just something of the flesh.
No. It goes deeper than that.
This blessing, it’s much stronger than that.

It is a blessing within itself realizing your worth, understanding your value,
But I can’t make it happen. That’s all up to you.

Females trip about being treated wrong,
and their agitation, aggravation, irritation - it’s strong.
Yet we never take the time to analyze ourselves and who we say we are.
We tell people we’re sweet, respectful, selfless - but is all that really in our hearts?
We must be willing to check out our soul, our spirit, our inner lady
because there, and only there, will we finally be able to interpret our true inner beauty.

by Dorlette Pierre-Louis

Monday, May 18, 2009

Tired

See now, I’m just so...tired
of all these…liars
Brothahs and sistahs
claimin to be real
When all I truly feel
is…tired.
Tired of the same ol’ same ol’ same ol’ message
Him, Her, They, - touching, groping, feeling on cleavage
And what do we sing about?
What is it that we write about?
Kicks, money, and SEX
Now this all leave me perplexed
‘cause is this really all we are?
Shallow; is this the depth of out heart?
Perversity, erotica, fornication.
This is the make up of our communication -
and I’m tired.
Can we try and speak on something new?
I mean, there’s more to us than our “Bedroom Boom”
…Right?
When I read you work, I wanna be moved.
When we speak, I want convo that’s smooth
healthy
real
Something I can learn from
not something I can “cum” from
When I enter into discussion, I want to be blown away, impressed
yet this language of sin is unknown to me, and it refuses to grant me rest.
Disgusted am I at what our mentality has metamorphed in to
We’ve degraded ourselves and we inspire no more like we used to
I ask myself, As a people, what are our morals, our beliefs, our values
Have they all diminished, deteriorated, and come to a minimum too?
Who are we? What stands us out and makes us beautiful?
Our culture uplifts this thing called sex – but it only makes us pitiful.
We are an intelligent, wise, potent set of people; an able congregation
Ignorance leads us to our own death and I'm not sure how long I can be patient.
So now tell me, is lust our prized possession?
If it is, than we are a disgrace.
And my people, I’ve got a confession.
...
I ...
am ...
tired ...
(sigh)

by Dorlette Pierre-Louis

Erykah Badu: Fans, Friends, Artists must meet. Which are you, Which One are Me?

Endangered Species

The Color of violence is black.
Those are the facts, spreadeagled
against a white background,
where policemen have cornered the enemy,
where he shouldn't be, which is seen.
Of course, they can't always believe their eyes,
so they have to rely on instinct,
which tells them I am incapable
of civilized behavior,
therefore, I am guilty
of driving through my own neighborhood
and must take my punishment
must relax and enjoy
like a good boy.
If not, they are prepared to purge me
of my illusions of justince, of truth,
which is indeed elusive,
much like Sasquatch,
whose footprints and shit
are only the physical evidence
of what cannot be proved to exist,
much like me,
the "distinguished" professor of lit,
pulled from my car
because I look suspicious.
My briefcase, filled with today's assignment
could containdrugs,
instead of essays arranged
according to quality of content,
not my students' color of skin,
but then who am I to say
that doesn't require a beating too? -
a solution that leaves no confunsion
as to who can do whatever he wants to whom,
because there is a line directly
from slave to perpetrator,
to my face staring out of newspapers and TV,
or described over and over as a black male.
I am deprived of my separate identity
and must always be a race instead of a man
going to work in the land of opportunity,
because slavery didn't really disappear.
It simply put on a new mask
and now it feeds off fear
that is mostly justified,
because the suicides of the ghetto
have chosen to take somebody with them
and it may as well be you
passing through fire,
as I'm being taught
that injustice is merely another way
of looking at the truth.
At some point, we will meet
at the tip of the bullet,
the blade, or the whip
as it draws blood,
but only one of us will change,
only one of us will slip
past the captain and crew of this ship
and the other submit to the chains
of a nation
that delivered rhetoric
in exchange for its promises.

by Ai

Lynching and Burning


Men lean toward the wood.
Hoods crease
Unitl they find people
Where there used to be hoods.
Instead of a story,
The whole thing becomes a scream
then time, place, far
late in the country,
alone,
an old man's farm.
Children we used to call charcoal,
Now they smell that way - deliberately,
And the mood stares at smike like iced tea.

Daughter,
Once there was a place we called the earth.
People lived there. Now we live there...

by Primus St. John

Grandfather Says

"Sit in my hand."
I'm ten.
I can't see him,
but I hear him breathing
in the dark.
It's after dinner playtime.
We're outside,
hidden by trees and shrubbery.
He calls it hide-and-seek,
but only my little sister seeks us
as we hide
and she can't find us,
as grandfather picks me up
and rubs his hands between my legs.
I only feel a vague stirring
at the edge of my consciousness.
I don't know what it is,
but I like it.
It gives me pleasure
that I can't identify.
It's not like eating candy,
but it's just as bad,
because I had to lie to grandmother
when she asked,
"What do you do out there?"
"Where?" I answered.
Then I said, "Oh, play hide-and-seek."
She looked hard at me,
then she said, "That was the last time.
I'm stopping that game."
So it ended and I forgot.
Ten years passed, thirtyfive,
when I began to reconstruct the past.
When I asked myself
why I was attracted to men who disgusted me
I traveled back through time
to the dark and heavy breathing part of my life
I thought was gone,
but it had only sunk from view
into the quicksand of my mind.
It was pulling me down
and there I found grandfather waiting,
his hand outstretched to lift me up,
naked and wet
where he rubbed me.
"I'll do anything for you," he whispered,
"but let you go."
And I cried, "Yes," then "No."
"I don't understand how you can do this to me.
I'm only ten years old,"
and he said, "That's old enough to know."

by Ai

When I Know the Power of My Black Hand


I do not know the power of my hand,
I do not know the power of my black hand.
I sit slumped in the conviction that I am powerless,
tolerate ceilings that make me bend.
My godly mind stoops, my ambition is crippled;

I do not know the power of my hand.
I see my children stunted,
my young men slaughtered,

I do not know the mighty power of my hand.
I see the power over my life and death in another man's hands,
and sometimes I shake my woolly head and wonder:
'Lord have mercy.' What would it be like . . . to be free?

But when I know the mighty power of my black hand
I will snatch my freedom from the tyrant's mouth,
know the first taste of freedom on my eager tongue,
sing the miracle of freedom with all the force of my lungs,
christen my black land with exuberant creation,
stand independent in the hall of nations,
root submission and dependence from the soil of my soul
and pitch the monument of slavery from my back
when I know the mighty power of my hand!

by Lance Jeffers


Between the World & Me

And one morning while in the woods I stumbled
suddenly upon the thing,
Stumbled upon it in a grassy clearing guarded by scaly
oaks and elms
And the sooty details of the scene rose, thrusting
themselves between the world and me....

There was a design of white bones slumbering forgottenly
upon a cushion of ashes.
There was a charred stump of a sapling pointing a blunt
finger accusingly at the sky.
There were torn tree limbs, tiny veins of burnt leaves, and
a scorched coil of greasy hemp;
A vacant shoe, an empty tie, a ripped shirt, a lonely hat,
and a pair of trousers stiff with black blood.
And upon the trampled grass were buttons, dead matches,
butt-ends of cigars and cigarettes, peanut shells, a
drained gin-flask, and a whore's lipstick;
Scattered traces of tar, restless arrays of feathers, and the
lingering smell of gasoline.
And through the morning air the sun poured yellow
surprise into the eye sockets of the stony skull....

And while I stood my mind was frozen within cold pity
for the life that was gone.
The ground gripped my feet and my heart was circled by
icy walls of fear--
The sun died in the sky; a night wind muttered in the
grass and fumbled the leaves in the trees; the woods
poured forth the hungry yelping of hounds; the
darkness screamed with thirsty voices; and the witnesses rose and lived:
The dry bones stirred, rattled, lifted, melting themselves
into my bones.
The grey ashes formed flesh firm and black, entering into
my flesh.

The gin-flask passed from mouth to mouth, cigars and
cigarettes glowed, the whore smeared lipstick red
upon her lips,
And a thousand faces swirled around me, clamoring that
my life be burned....

And then they had me, stripped me, battering my teeth
into my throat till I swallowed my own blood.
My voice was drowned in the roar of their voices, and my
black wet body slipped and rolled in their hands as
they bound me to the sapling.
And my skin clung to the bubbling hot tar, falling from
me in limp patches.
And the down and quills of the white feathers sank into
my raw flesh, and I moaned in my agony.
Then my blood was cooled mercifully, cooled by a
baptism of gasoline.
And in a blaze of red I leaped to the sky as pain rose like water, boiling my limbs
Panting, begging I clutched childlike, clutched to the hot
sides of death.
Now I am dry bones and my face a stony skull staring in
yellow surprise at the sun....

by Richard Wright